Things are smoothing out

My little cousin is doing well now, so I've been told, I wanna take a shot over soon to see everyone.

Went to a great live show the other night. Some good local bands, a little rough around the edges, but hey they may shape it up. I'm trying to get as many of them as I can to send me thier demos. I'm trying to get Bill to allow me to do a 30 minute show of local talent. The form of music means if he did allow it, it would probably be late at night, which is fine, I'd come in to do it no problem. I want to approach him when I get enough demos to hae a look at... if anything is Radio friendly that is. We shall see.

Oh so very tired latley. Getting used to the 6 am stint again though, I'm working more on my editing, I'm hoping to have the Shut me Up video done today or tomorrow.

The baby has the cold, she's all sniffly, I think I'm getting sick as well, I don't feel good at all.

BOO COLDS

My dad went to the Sydney Cancer Clinic yesterday.

The told him it was definently cancer, and it's still there.

So they're going to be calling sometime in the future to start the chemo. They said that would be easier on him.

He's been really sick since he got home from there. They have him on a new perscription for the pain, it's a form of oxycontin. Yeah that's all he needs .. to get addicted to the friggin oxies.

Anyway, I've been in a daze the last few days, I have so many things going through my head. People keep asking me how dad is doing... I just tell them he's ok so I don't have to go into anything.

Life is weird, my little cousin tried to kil herself the other day. She tried to overdose on pills, they put her in the Regional. I was going to go in to see her, but was told she would probably be in Psychiactric and they don't let visitors in, I asked a nurse I knew to check for me to be sure, she said that is she is on her bed list she'd call me but if not she would be in the Psych ward, she said she wasn't on the bed list... so I assumed.

So aparently they put her in pediactric ward, with dad sick and everything I really didn't press anything and now she's out and now my aunt (her grandmother) is mad at my mom because we didn't go visit her and she's out now.

I'm so sick of all this idiotic fighting over stupid trivialities. Every second we waist on hate, saddness, depression, stupid fights over whatever in another minute that someone... alot of people... would give anything for... and we waist them.. and then when it's too late everyone is pissing and moaning over... Oh I should have said this... Oh I should have spent more time... I want to slap people all the time now.

Now is the time to say those things. Now is the time to spend that time with them.

I'm too tired and worried about my Dad to bullshit with people anymore.

JOOOONE

June already!?! WTF

Tomorrow is the summer solstice already! First day of summer and the longest day of the year.
I truly do have alot to be thankful for so far this year. My father pulled through his operation fine, he is home FINALLY and he's taking everything one day at a time. The got the results back from the half of the lung they tok out. It is cancer and it's a good thing they got it out when they did. so we're waiting to hear back from the Cancer Clinic in Sydney to find out if he needs Chemo or radiation.

One day at a time....

Finally on the payroll at The Coast 89.7FM

Having a blast here, I love the work, and I love being off at 2pm everyday with weekends off WO0T!!

Raven is in T Ball now and she has her first game on Thursday, Dad wants to come so hopfully he'll be feeling well enough to travel to Sydney that day.

I think I may be going back to school for a third year now, that way I will have my TV and Radio degrees, that way I'm not closing any doors, I'll have options.

Chris is going to Halifax for Canada Day weekend to help Iain move to his new apartment, he's going to be in the hospital round then getting his bone marrow transplant, thank goodness his twin brother was a match, so here's hoping this will kick him into remission.

We went to the circus last week with the kids... 80 bucks for braclets!?! WTF meh at least the kids had a blast, we took alot of pictures and they are still talking about it this week, that's all that matters really.

My birthday was good. My friends made a funny Insane Angel cake and gave me crazy gifts, my friends are awesome. We also went back to Kentville to get Raven registered for school, the fish were still alive!!! I was impressed. The teacher loved Raven, they were insinuating a little about moving her to grade 1, meh, we'll see about that I suppose.

Avian had her baptism! She is getting SOOOOOO big! so that was a full day, poor April trying not to take a stroke from the stress, hehe it was a great day none the less and she has one of the most beautiful daughters in the universe (next to raven of course) so all is well. everyone had a great time and the food was great! So good baptism everyone! Game On! =P

Chris is thinking he may want to go into carpentry which I think is an excellent choice. He's very artistic and like to create things. I think he would excel in carpentry.

I think that's it for now, we shall see how the month pans out...